Day 229: Voyage


floating along silently.

moving only as the waves decide

voices call from the shore

turn your head

fill your ears with liquid

the water is cold

but also calming

no need to fear

the sun is bright

blinding. burning.

eyes close to avoid the glare

skin still burns

still hurts

drifting further



away from the shore

Day 224: Search

I’ve spent most of the day looking for a therapist. I’m looking for a black female one, optimally. I’ll settle for a sex positive woman, but I know what I really want.

My search has turned up not much of anything. It’s very disheartening.

If anyone knows of a good therapist (psychologist, psychiatrist, LCSW,) in the Saint Louis area, I’m open to suggestions.