Saying that I haven’t felt like myself for awhile feels like an understatement.
I’ve been sad and prone to bouts of crying. I’m sick of feeling like this but I can’t shake it.
I haven’t been eating or sleeping properly. Maybe if I can get right or ten solid hours of rest, my mood will start improving. Maybe.
I woke up this morning and immediately started crying.
There wasn’t anything wrong that I was aware of. Tears were just happening. I couldn’t make them stop.
So, I cried.
As a result, I’m really sensitive today. I wanted to work on some essays today, but it’s very difficult to put sentences together.
I’m going back to bed.
I’m really not feeling it today.
There has been just too much bad news today.
I didn’t sleep again last night and I’m sure it’s taking a toll on my energy.
Naps would be great, thanks.
My son left for a week of camp this morning. I was a little nervous but I’m sure he’ll be fine. This is the farthest he’s gone without me and that’s a little jarring. He’s okay. It’s just church camp.
He had a choice between boy scout camp and church camp and he went with church. Shocking, I know. I don’t think there was spiritual reason. Church camp includes more air conditioning and less work; simple as that. I can’t be mad at him.
That said, I’m left with way more time to kill than is good for me. I’ve planned crochet projects, buy that really depends on how I’m feeling that day. If you are the praying sort, put in a good word for me this week.
I’d appreciate it.
I’ve had a weird day. I’ve…
-woken up far too early
-flaked out of a potentially important networking event
-woken up with the shakes
-felt terribly guilty for making people worry about me.
I think I’m okay now, just needed to eat. It’s still a bad feeling that I know how to avoid. I failed at taking care of myself again.
I’m much better today. I’ve been spending my days in bed but I made myself go outside for a bit. The weather is lovely and the sunshine feels great.
I don’t have any real plans and that feeling is nice. Plus, Wolf is free today and he insisted that I get out of the house.
Anyway, have a great day!
At least, that’s what I’m telling myself.
I will be okay. Simple as that.
My anxiety has been kicked up a few notches. I constantly feel as if something is crawling on me. I’m scratching and slapping at myself for no good reason.
I don’t like this. I feel like I’m going to have a breakdown. Gonna make a few calls, hope I relax a little.
I’ve been in low spirits. A serious funk has a hold on me. Indulging it is the course of action for the time being. Let’s try again tomorrow, loves.
I’m unsettled today. I feel like something should be happening but I don’t know what. My anxiety is really acting up. How do I fix this?