Saying that I haven’t felt like myself for awhile feels like an understatement.
I’ve been sad and prone to bouts of crying. I’m sick of feeling like this but I can’t shake it.
I haven’t been eating or sleeping properly. Maybe if I can get right or ten solid hours of rest, my mood will start improving. Maybe.
I woke up this morning and immediately started crying.
There wasn’t anything wrong that I was aware of. Tears were just happening. I couldn’t make them stop.
So, I cried.
As a result, I’m really sensitive today. I wanted to work on some essays today, but it’s very difficult to put sentences together.
I’m going back to bed.
My son came home today. He says he had a good time but he cant tell me what he actually did. He tried, but he wasn’t very good at expressing himself verbally today. I just listened and was glad he was back. Normally, I need a break from him but several days is more than enough.
On the other hand, I’m starting to feel a little down. This happens when I spend a lot of time on my own. I enjoy my solitude most of the time, but I had a weird, lonely feeling today. I’m supposed to get some writing done but I’m having trouble finding inspiration.
Maybe I’ll feel better later.
I’m really not feeling it today.
There has been just too much bad news today.
I didn’t sleep again last night and I’m sure it’s taking a toll on my energy.
Naps would be great, thanks.
I’ve had a weird day. I’ve…
-woken up far too early
-flaked out of a potentially important networking event
-woken up with the shakes
-felt terribly guilty for making people worry about me.
I think I’m okay now, just needed to eat. It’s still a bad feeling that I know how to avoid. I failed at taking care of myself again.
I’m much better today. I’ve been spending my days in bed but I made myself go outside for a bit. The weather is lovely and the sunshine feels great.
I don’t have any real plans and that feeling is nice. Plus, Wolf is free today and he insisted that I get out of the house.
Anyway, have a great day!
At least, that’s what I’m telling myself.
I will be okay. Simple as that.
I’ve been in low spirits. A serious funk has a hold on me. Indulging it is the course of action for the time being. Let’s try again tomorrow, loves.
I’m unsettled today. I feel like something should be happening but I don’t know what. My anxiety is really acting up. How do I fix this?
Crochet was a good idea. I’ve been able to keep my unpleasant thoughts at bay and I’m making a cute thing.
This is just some of yesterday’s progress. I’ve got more done and I’ll post more pics when its done. I hope the holiday weekend was peaceful and pleasant for everyone.